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Since past weeks, I have been ask the same question again and again by so many people (friends/relatives). I keep repeating the same answer and it is so tiring ( sad/heartbroken ) explaining the same thing again. After last nite All-American Boys Chorus (AABC), I finally decided that I must take the next step and do what is RIGHT and make the announcement NOW. WE BROKE UP. ( after almost 6 years been together ) For those who close to me & her, you probably know the reason. To say that we mutually agreed to break-up is maybe an understatement. We ( maybe juz me?) try to make this relationship happen and keep dragging along the way. We ( she again saying wanted to break-up ) almost broke up before CNY and get back together again and again for the n th times. We are hurting each other and the more I want to love, the more we get hurt. We started drifted away from each other further and further since May. Finally, I realise that this relationship cannot be happening at the moment...

So many things to be written but I think I need to get this out of my mind now... Watched Inception today 1.30pm at TGV 1U with 2 friends. What a mind-blowing movie. Good acting with good storyline make this movie a 10/10 for me. Somehow, after the movie, I realise of something that the movie try to bring out. First, 'letting go' . So many times in our lifes, we keep on holding to something that we like, attracted, lust without realising that we actually does not own it. We keep on living in our past, or as in the movie, in our dream that we eventually do not want to face the reality. But no, there will be time when you finally get the 'kick' and when this happen, you will be awake. And yes, YOU and ONLY YOURSELF can help you to get out of your dream in this world, REALITY... No other people to help you like in the movie. Second, 'inception is a bad idea' . 'Mal' committed suicide because of inception. We do this all the time; during work, conversation w...