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Enjoying the nice food at Rakuzen The gang for the day at Neway Had a nice outing on 15th August 2010 with Leang, Kenny and Pui Yen . Went to Rakuzen for dinner and karaoke in Neway USJ :) The outing is pending since the end of WC2010 because Leang and me win a bet with Kenny and PuiYen ( We supported Spain and they supported Argentina =p ) Enjoying the moment of friendship that is further enhanced in this outing. Nice food and nice company with a lot of 'sampat' moment make this day unforgetable. Thanks to Kenny & Pui Yen for the treat Thanks to Leang, Kenny & Pui Yen for the great time together. P.S.: I should be blogging about WC2010 but given up on that post already.

Quoting from Bro Oh Kim Leng: Say Sorry and Move On Apologising again and again drains our energy and eats into our emotional well being. Say 'sorry' when it is due and trust that if the other party is unwilling to forgive us, then no amount sorries will ever be enough. "Sorry" has no meaning to those who choose to hate or do not want to understand, but say it anyway if we have erred. For those who truly love you, saying it even once can be too much. I. M. S.O.R.R.Y. -to those who care for me -to those who love me -to those who worry about me -to those who hate me -to those I hurt and I M MOVING ON... N.O.W. (hopefully)

Since past weeks, I have been ask the same question again and again by so many people (friends/relatives). I keep repeating the same answer and it is so tiring ( sad/heartbroken ) explaining the same thing again. After last nite All-American Boys Chorus (AABC), I finally decided that I must take the next step and do what is RIGHT and make the announcement NOW. WE BROKE UP. ( after almost 6 years been together ) For those who close to me & her, you probably know the reason. To say that we mutually agreed to break-up is maybe an understatement. We ( maybe juz me?) try to make this relationship happen and keep dragging along the way. We ( she again saying wanted to break-up ) almost broke up before CNY and get back together again and again for the n th times. We are hurting each other and the more I want to love, the more we get hurt. We started drifted away from each other further and further since May. Finally, I realise that this relationship cannot be happening at the moment...

So many things to be written but I think I need to get this out of my mind now... Watched Inception today 1.30pm at TGV 1U with 2 friends. What a mind-blowing movie. Good acting with good storyline make this movie a 10/10 for me. Somehow, after the movie, I realise of something that the movie try to bring out. First, 'letting go' . So many times in our lifes, we keep on holding to something that we like, attracted, lust without realising that we actually does not own it. We keep on living in our past, or as in the movie, in our dream that we eventually do not want to face the reality. But no, there will be time when you finally get the 'kick' and when this happen, you will be awake. And yes, YOU and ONLY YOURSELF can help you to get out of your dream in this world, REALITY... No other people to help you like in the movie. Second, 'inception is a bad idea' . 'Mal' committed suicide because of inception. We do this all the time; during work, conversation w...

The day finally come and pass us by a breeze. So, what have I accomplish in this camp? From my own view, this camp have been successful for me and the participant. Why? B'coz we can really pass the message out. And the participant really enjoy the camp. Let me recap the camp from Day 0 to Day 4 ( 28May-01Jun) Day 0 - Damn stress. Working till 7pm, rushing back for dinner. Get a call from participant's mum (oh my god, she reach SABS at 8pm but nobody there). Desperate call to WeiLoong & KohPek. Luckily KP is around to meet her at SABS ( tension, tension). Reach SABS around 9.30pm and start to get bz... Day 1 - (Suffering Day) All committee/faci must treat the participant badly ( bad food, bad mood etc etc). How can I do that? Haha, we at IDC are so kind and friendly but we must do that coz that is what the flow of the camp is about ( I avoiding the participant and ignoring almost all of them). The idea of getting winner to be punished during Workshop 1 almost a riot. M...

Samadhi After not blogging for quite a long time (lazy ler), let me start again :) Juz came back from 28th IDC in KCBA. Although tiring but really fun and enjoy a lot. This camp is about 'Mental Cultivation'. This mean that we need to think a lot in the camp. There are 7 groups (9-10ppl each group) named with 7 factor of awakening (I m the faci for Samadhi wif E-wen). Thanks to group members of Samadhi for your cooperation and really happy to be your faci. Committee, faci & helper There are good and bad time during the preparation until the end of the camp but I know I already learned a lot. Thanks to everyone who make this happen.